Tue
Nov
23
for me it seems like one the hardest part of someone dying is analyzing whether or not i’m acting appropriately. like do i have a right to be upset, how upset? other people obviously knew the person better or she loved them more and they should be more upset… what’s the scale? what if i’m too upset? I don’t want to make it about me…. I mean everyone hates that person that makes it about them. But I’m sad… so I’m sad. it’s such a surreal thing when someone dies unexpectedly and i just don’t know how to react.
